content at last, focussed on gold :)

Hello my dearest blogger buddies (the few that i have), hows the wacky world of the web been lately? Hmmmm, how long has it been since i last blogged? Awhile i know that for sure. And you're probably wondering why? more like why not? Because there is nothing to write about!
Confused yet? keep reading :)

Well, you see, I have nothing to bitch about. No boy problems, no annoying, self absorbed pointless rambling about the oh-so-important social life, that almost every teenager prizes most highly (before everything else) these days. Nope. No Sirreey. Not today.
And that's exactly why I'm as happy as I am at this glorifying point of time.
Those addictive distractions have fortunately faded from my life at this point in time.
Just in time for exams! And i couldn't be happier.

It's different though. I look around at everyone going crazy, reminiscing wild weekends, fidgety & budging off like it doesn't mean anything. And i gotta admit, i does look fun. Fun and ohhh soo very tempting,
but i keep reminding myself that no matter how exciting it looks "on the other side", that it is much safer and much wiser in the long run, to be where i am at this point in time.
And it's not like i wouldn't know what it's like "over there"; around a month ago i was partying in up and hooking up every weekend whilst juggling 2 guys at once without ever believing that they would ever find out, not really giving a shit and not really considering the consequences of my actions. Yes, it was fun. No, it wasn't smart.

And NO it wasn't permanent; I ended it (with both), which obviously left me with none of them. Which i knew that i deserved. Now i only have myself to worry about.
But it's good, it's simple, it's clean.
Time for me to focus, stop being distracted, and get my head in the game.
AND NOTHING OR NOBODY IS GOING TO STOP ME! :)
I'm going to study and I'm going to learn.
And learn from my actions and learn from the actions of others.
Because my goal is plain and simple; to work to the very best of my ability and don't stop until i reach my goals, without being distracted, without giving into temptations... It's just not an option for me.

So succcccckkkk on that fella's!
hehehehehehhehehe.
orevoir sexxxy's :) x